A deep breath in. I can feel my heart pumping; it slowly pushes blood through my veins. The tingling sensation reminds me, at times like these, that I'm still alive. A slow breath out. But being alive never was as wonderful as when he held me so close, so close that I could his heart beating beneath his plaid shirt. A deep breath in. It was as if our two hearts could hear each other beating--they conversed in such a beautiful rhythm. A slow breath out. But now my heart feels heavy. It is held by heartstrings that have been stretched to the point of breaking--it hangs low and presses up against my lungs. A deep breath in. What I want and what is right have become two very different things. A slow breath out. Is there anyway to make "us" work? A deep breath in. Patience feels like a death sentence, yet pursuit is practically suicide. A slow breath out. Is there anyway to keep my heart intact? How am I supposed to make this work without shredding my heart to pieces? A deep breath in. I can't. A slow breath out.
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